on safety nets and waiting

The waiting times I've heard are lessons to learn - so far I've learned: uncertainty is hard. It wears at the netting that holds us Above that infinite chasm of ultimate un-knowing. I scribbled down the poem above in my journal a couple of weeks ago in an attempt to reflect on the ruthless anxiety … Continue reading on safety nets and waiting

follow through

My single greatest weakness is an inability to follow through. It's not apathy or distraction or immaturity. It's debilitating fear. I hate to do things I'm not good at. And if you tell me I'm not good at something, I have an unhealthy tendency to agree with you and shun my own perception. Examples: I … Continue reading follow through