My single greatest weakness is an inability to follow through. It's not apathy or distraction or immaturity. It's debilitating fear. I hate to do things I'm not good at. And if you tell me I'm not good at something, I have an unhealthy tendency to agree with you and shun my own perception. Examples: I … Continue reading follow through
fear
on the ash heap
I've been putting a lot of pressure on myself this month to create meaningful content. But I don't have much to say. I rant and discuss and reflect often enough, but my brain is too scattered, too absorbed in the task of figuring out what I'm going to do with my life, to spew out … Continue reading on the ash heap
meditation on fear
Observe the browning leaves: do they worry as they die, and fall and fall to graying earth? Do they fight and struggle and scratch against the muscled fingers of gravity? No. They willingly go to decay, to shrink, to crunch under foot and Not return. They green in strong winds and spackled springtime light alike. … Continue reading meditation on fear
Leah Wise 